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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I want to scream at the top of my lungs!

This is one moment in my life where I’m walking on sunshine, brimming with elation and smiling all to myself looking like a fool. Sorry, I have tendencies to overstress words and feelings but all I wanna say is that I AM HAPPY. This is indeed a good year for me. And I want to claim that! With the many good things happening around, I would say I am truly blessed and finally the tables have turned.

2010 ended up with good news from our management. We’re having a raise! Wow!!! Isn’t that amazing? The global financial crisis had crippled a larger sum of the import industry and we were no exception. Our annual increase had been suspended for two years and it had seriously left a dent on managing our finances. Every single thing from basic commodity to clothes to transport fares went up except for the pay. I’m glad we were able to get past the obstacles and managed to emerge as stable and as strong as we are.

Another reason why I seem to be on cloud nine most of the time is because someone is just making me happy. Wait, the next sentences are going to be mushy. So puke all you want until your eyeballs pop out of their sockets. No, seriously, I met someone. When I was dealing with heartbreak and trying to get myself back I met him. We instantly became friends despite the fact that we were two different worlds. I drink, he doesn’t. I love going out and traveling, he’s a home buddy. I talk fast, he’s soft spoken. I’m crazy, he’s well-behaved. If I’m going to put it bluntly – I’m the bad girl, he’s the good guy.

I’m starting to believe that opposites do attract. I never saw it coming and I never thought we would have the potential to get along. Our differences were making it exciting for us to discover one another. You can tell me I’m on rebound, but something deep inside tells me this could be something. We are not officially an item yet but we’ve been communicating and seeing each other since October. Everyday is a new day which brings us closer together. Though it’s quite evident that we both feel special, I still don’t want to rush into things. This time I wanna make it right and assure myself that I’m ready. All that’s important to me now is that I’m soaring through rainbows and I’m happy. And it can be hard to contain. :)

7 comments:

Ratz said...

Oh My God Jan... this is so exciting... Great news girl.. I am so happy for you... I am all smiles here as i type this.. You just made me so happy... and trust me this is not mushy at all... i love this hearing from you... you totally deserve a new beginning... and what could be better than "love is in the air" type beginning... all the best... when do we get to see him... i am assuming you won't a picture here of you both on your blog!

Sey said...

all I can say is HORAAAAAY! I am so glad I'm back and was blasted with such a good news from you guys! Enjoy the feeling! I can't imagine how happy you are when you're with him! So bring it on!

janjan said...

Ratz - thanks dearie! hearing that from you is such a pleasure. i wish i could introduce him to you guys but, he's really the shy type. posting a picture of us in this blog would be great but i don't know how he would react if he finds out hahaha!

Sey - OMG you're back!!! silly it may seem but yeah i'm loving the feeling. :)

Gnetch said...

Awwwwwwwww.. good for you!!! I'm glad 2011's being nice to you. It's being mean to me! Gah!

May I *please* see a picture of Mr. Someone?? Heehee...

Ratz said...

@Jan---> Oh please, you can email us or something like tat.. please... i am hearing some good news after such a long long time... come on, you owe this to us... we are your besties.. atleast blog besties...
plzzz Gnetchy Gnetch is right... we would love to have a pic

janjan said...

Gnetch & Ratz - you guys are really crazy hahaha! Crazy in an awesome way. alright i'm going to spill the beans... Gnetch, you've already seen his pic, he was my partner in that fashion show thing we had, remember? ok, check my fb hahaha! Ratzy dearie, send me ur e-mail address. :)

Sweta said...

Good for you! :) It's great that 2011's been good to you.It has had me by the neck,ugh.But I'm glad about you.You deserve it :) Opposites balance each other :) I wish you two all the happiness.xoxo
<3
Sweta

 

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